Wednesday, April 05, 2006
When is the line drew between work and play? it's unqiue to each individual. i cannot force mine on you and you cannot force me to chnage mine too. that's why i refuse to explain when friends are asking not to work too hard and too much. we all have our own priorities and i guess we share different opinions.
i truly admire those who have mastered that skill, especially successful married career women with kids in the family. i am not trying to be biased but we womwn tend to be more emotional. for me, when i am tied down with commitments, i will nit put my own interests in the first place anymore. i will think more for the other party. How am i supposed to jggle work and play? should i be with my kids when he/she is still a toddler? not mentioning ive always wanted a football team of what u called ours! haha!! if yes, how about my career and my free time? i don not have the intentions to stop working when ive settled down. i want to work till i cannot work anymore maybe in my seventies or so.
working is taking a hell lot of my time now, leaving me with limited time spent with my family and friends. my dinner time has been pushed back close to 9pm due to work. and sometimes i dont even have my dinner. the only time slot i am free for my friends are my pathetic weekends and prolly certains weekdays.
i am not blaming anyone for this. i choose to live my life this way and ive pay for my decisions. i just learnt something from here. in life, i cannot expect myself to have everything in the world. i need to make scrifices along the way to grow.
"learn it the hardest way"
penned.
4/05/2006 11:15:00 AM