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Wednesday, November 09, 2005

it takes a lot of sweat and blood. but don't give up the fight!

remember what we've been through as a team this year. you people have survived through the worst of trainings and i've known all of you as the toughest, meanest, strongest athletes i've ever witnessed in my life. so keep pushing and keep holding each other up!

today's at macritchie. Bless everyone survive.

and to all out there taking A's-chem paper3 today. Bestest of luck ya?

ok. things this week haven't exactly been very good. a lot of crap has happened...politics. everything's crashing down. and i really wonder whys. i feel inadequate. thursday comes and hopefully things will get sorted out.

sometimes, running away seems like such a wonderful option. just to get away from everything and everyone. just to hide in my hole. i told j that i know my thinking is very screwed up. and my conscience keeps bugging me cos now, i don't really know if the decisions i make are the right ones or not. i think it's just in me to put on my mask. i have to change huh. soon. i also have no idea why i prefer to keep everything inside, until i boh bian then reveal part of how i'm working inside my mind. it's rather tiring to keep smiling and laughing when you really want to punch the wall till your fist bleeds cos that's probably when the pain in your hands take your mind off the pain in your heart.

i guess the only safe place i can run into is into God's arms. because somehow, i cant see the way out of this whole mess im stuck in. i know that to quite a number of people, i have been in a really foul mood..cos i was really on the verge of exploding. hopefully, tomorrow will be even better than today. and to all of you, especially YOU and YOU, thanks for being there..i really really appreciate it cos i know that you all have your own share of worries and here i am, wallowing in myself. and i also know that it's really not easy to keep talking to me when im so sad about everything else. ya it takes a lot of patience to put up with my nonsense.

anyway, i hope we cld get out of this thing soon.

penned.

11/09/2005 08:35:00 AM