Monday, February 14, 2005
HAPPY VALENTINE DAY!!! it seems like nothing can truly cheer me up these days and i'm already spiraling into the now-familiar realm of confusion and semi-depression. after all's been said and done, after those brief, brilliant moments of hope...
nah!! only to realise that nothing has really changed. you're still running away. you're still not replying. or maybe it's just my imagination yet again.and agian.
i'm starting to sound like a broken record.but i dont care...
I need to blog to get those thoughts out of my head, even if it's only a temporary measure. i'm pretty sure there was something. so how did we go from something to nothing?
Love is indeed a chemistry huh...
i like blogging ambigiously. it's a technique, a skill. it's when you want to tell the whole world something, and yet keep it a secret or when you're secretly hoping that a certain someone will read it. But you never know if that certain someone ever reads it, do you?
are you reading this? do you even know what i'm blogging always about? i think you do or perhaps u dont. nah! i wldnt even give a damn now la...IT'S JUST SO SICKENING. IDIOTIC. and whatever.
I actually felt - my heart literally aching, little stabbing pains in my heart.
but i'm not exactly feeling anything now. it feels like more than an emotional one tho.
I like blogging like that, knowing that i'm probably the only one who can make any sense from them.
Cause THIS IS MY BLOG!!!
sometimes i wish that i could blog whenever and wherever i wanted.
it's probably the times when i'm alone,in the bus, walking home or in the lift, that the nicest expressions and phrases float around tantalisingly in my head. by the time i sit down in front of the com and blog, it's all gone..evaporated into the air..and i come up with other things to say and other words to use, but it's not the same.
i guess that's enough of the vague, barely comprehensible blogging thing for now.
To all singles and attached lovers out there, hope you guys enjoy your Valentines Day and shower your special someone with loads of love not and also to your friends as well.
Happy Valentines Day to all.
If you could choose
between life and death
you would almost rather die,
love is fun
but hurts so much
the price you pay is high.
And so I say
don't fall in love,
you will get hurt
before you are through.
You see my friend,
I ought to know,
I fell in love with you.I MISS U DADDY!!!
and i wana watch
'i-do.i-do'!!! Anybody wants to watch with this dumbo ugly girl here? boo~
penned.
2/14/2005 06:44:00 PM