Sunday, September 19, 2004
Fish the stairs...
fish me...
i fell down...coz i was thinking abt somethings...fish tt thing...
i needa drill something frm my head...LoLX
now i noe is blue-black in color...
omg! it looks damn ugly lo...like some bruise frm fighting...hai. For all i cn onli blame myslef frm thinking too much abt tt thing.
Wth lo...
Let nt tok abt tt anymore,cn i? fish la...
Dad is cuming hm todae...probably nt gg to jie him hm...coz i needa do work. Lolx...
n b4 i go on on tt i needa sae something...I helped my cousin bargain for a skirt yesterdae... hahah...im so perisistent haha...mayb tts y sera called me out lo...lolx!
n she commented i have BIG cheeks. Well, i do agree la...but tts wat god gif me...i cn onli accept.I do belief tt my life, is all in god's hand...he will decide how i fair in studies, who m i with, my death ...etc.
YAy! i finally had the courage to (*****) someone... hurray! n i bet i wun be able to tok to tt someone anymore... but yay! tts wat i want now...PEACE! lolx. It wun be as last time...there wun b any 'hi' anymore...kinda sad rite?
but...fish la.. is tt wat i realli wan? perhaps for this moment...till it gets better...
y m i alwaes cheating,fooling myself abt my own feelings?
y m i feeling tt bad now?
heck la...
dun wori...im fine. lolx... i still be able to laugh out loud!!! hehez...
again, my cousins will heal me frm my wound. hahah!!!! looking forward to c-ing u guy soon!!! n to auntie n uncle, all the best in aust...cya back in 2006. definately gona ms u, An An!!! Mucak~! we will keep in contact thru mails n msn de...
I miss u...
penned.
9/19/2004 09:03:00 AM