mindblocki've been abandoning blogger for - (right,
Shao? )like said by so many - sorrysorry! but i can't seem to straddle the fine line between self-indulgently interesting and self-indulgently boring. that, and the lack of eventful things to blog about. yawn.
Sometimes i like to think that the things ahead will be better. like perhaps something good will be waiting for me after all this. i know it wont come anytime soon.
But i guess i'll have to wait and see. i don't want to try any more. i'll just wait passively and just wait. sometimes there is no point of trying and pushing so hard when he effort you put in the more disappointment you get.
the truth like i told you there is no more obligation, no more string attached. not that there was in the first place. but i guess now the line's been drawn even clearer, even more sharply such that we don't take advantage of the bluriness of the original line. and it is somethins new i muct get used to
for you are not obliged to me nor am i to you.
i happened to visit friendster after so long.
everyone is becoming so done-up and nice and pretty. rawrr. on days like mine. i know i am .....
i'm tired of alot of things and i feel like giving all up. like why should i care anymore. or why should i keep doing this or that. say work, it's enough...working 7days a week aint an easy task.
it's hard because i dont wnat to say alot on such on a public blog but yet there is a part of me that yearns to be heard. however fears to be seen in a different light, a fear of another added imperfection to the already long-enough list.
perhaps it is being fake in a sense, a lack of transparency. but perhaps this is just how i protect myself...from i don't know.
what would be nice would be a sweet surprise.
So much so ive not updated on attachments at
The Polyolefin Company. Everyone thought i was cruising the place!!
okay so heres the update;
Well said by
Mr Tan, it's s so male - dorminated company, the only females there are all in their early 40s or late 50s. People like the admin clerk, coffee auntie to toilet cleaners are the only ones.
I felt so outcast. so every. every single day.
and some psychotic guy scared the hell out of me, he would check out my name and says something which i don't even realise it for my entire 19+ years of living. Eeks. and everytime i see him, i would runs. and
boon being so good, would somewhat inform me of his being. WTF.
and again, i would only look forward to 4.20pm, that's when i get changed and knock off. and at times, we would make the effort to meet up with
Dennis be it at jurong east or jurong point for dinner.
ya,lt?
;edited
This is what i do when i get deprived of retail therapy.
soo pretty. but it's only available on urbanoutfitters. suuuper nice!
enuff said. Im super duper broke!
Someone please make kind donation to poorgirl association..ur kindness will be appreciated! sms to ****7741
penned.
6/17/2006 02:57:00 PM
