Thursday, January 26, 2006
sad thoughts still came by today, but i'm trying to keep them at bay.screw my brain.
more random rantings...and thoughts.
-thought about it more today. hurt worse then before
-i wanted it so badly...was willing to sacrifice so much..and i dont open my mouth. well, that's a few days back. i should just stop harping or it'll bring me down
-another time i wanted it so badly..it turned out to be hell
enough of such rantings..its not halping me clear my mind..neither is it helping me to stop thinking about it.
just wish some sad thought would keep at bay a little more ...not go away, cause that would mean i no longer care. just hang around at a further corner of my mind.
some memories are starting to fade.
im sad.
they were beautiful ones after all
im glad,
they plagued me too much and as they say
there is no use living in the past,
but still, i will never allow myself to forget, it was too perfect.it's amazing how such small thing could cause a 360 degrees change in mood.
oh wellies,
yaking up with basket and bestie was a totally blast!
as always...we are full of craps and jokes esp those lames ones.
and did i mention about with alf n co did a few days ago? man! it was damn hiliarous. it was about prank calls. goodness me, i almost die of laughter. whahah!
btw, my birkens has arrived alrdy! *beams*
oh ya..im gonna be holy tomorrow. (:
penned.
1/26/2006 11:04:00 PM