Monday, September 12, 2005
Michele hasnt been blogging for the past few days. where has she been to? busy mugging? haha... NO! her old, dying, useless computer was down a few days ago and it only recovered today. She could not resist the temptation of internet and used the excuse to check if all the programmes are running smoothly to come online. scheming michele...
it's amazing how life can play a trick on us. it bonds people together. it can also drift people apart. it can make you feel at the top of the world and dash all your hopes and bring back your fear at the next instant. michele was looking through her past personal diaries and she realised how amazing life can be.
people always say live a life without regrets.
oh Well, she wants to have a life like that as well. at least, she would have made her entire life worthwhile by completing everything to her very best or even bestest if it ever does exit. however, that's the ideal case and usually, ideal cases are unrealistic and impractical.She do have regrets (many) but there is nothing she can do now. she cant possibly cannot turn back the clock and have a second go. thinking back, she will very much enter her dream jc.
too late for regrets. she just gotta keep her chin up and believe in herself.
However, she cannot understand how relationships are forged among people. some have left her out of their worlds while some welcome her as a friend. =) there are different degree of relationships as well.
for instance, she has a few best best best best friends from secondary and primary school. although they do not meet up with each other very often, there are endless topics for them to gossips about when they meet. there will not be a sense of awkwardness when they see each other. instead, she will feel excited about the gathering the day before.
sometimes, we do not have to spell it out, we are able to know what each of us are thinking. what brings people together? is it the common dreams, common passion, or common behaviour? i dont know. it is a mystery, isnt it?
prelims are coming for many.Yet, finals are here for me. many start to hate studying. some force themselves to study. some cannot finish studying on time. some follow their study plan diligently. what is michele doing? she cannot possibly study at home around the clock. how can one stay focus to study? it will only happen if the person knows very well and clearly what he or she wants in the future. only when there is an aim for he/she to work towards, he/she will find meaning in mugging. =)
to all my buds out there, bestest of luck for your prelims. and of cause to all mates, goodluck for the sem finals. WE CAN DO IT!
rmb!!!
GUILTY.the worst feeling one ever had knowing you've not studied enough or as hard as you could have. You dont even feel like enjoying yourself after the finals or prelims.
"find a purpose in whatever you are doing"
[editedd//]
thank GOD! her grandad was discharge from tks yesterday after many many prayers by she and her mom.But the saddest and most disappointing thing ever was, grandad has lose too much weight and for being a vegetarian it's making it worst and what pissed the most is yet to have patients knocking up visiting him asking for consultation when he just arrived home! WHy are these people oh-so-bloodly-irritating?!?!? give him a break,will ya?
and her uncle is arriving spore from london tml. She's so looking forward to seeing her baby cousin!
and the goodies. ha!! =D
penned.
9/12/2005 08:42:00 PM
