Wednesday, September 21, 2005
I dont know how far Ive got to go, but i'll go with all that's left within me.
It hasnt been an easy week with all exams and stuffs. I know it hasnt for others too!
It felt so different this time round. I tried hanging onto The one i relied on for everything in my Life. Then i found myself struggling with things i knew i couldnt go through alone. It was the hardest thing,for now.
Im afraid.Afraid that i'll lose certain things someday. that i know i'll regret not holding onto.
God left his legacy, what am i going to leave behind when im gone? Guess they were right, i cant even keep my spirit up these days. My faith is going up ,then down like a roller coaster. Everything become so unpredicatable. And i realised im part of everything too. And suddenly, 2005 never seemed harder. Right here, i saw what it meant, growing and sharing Life with friends.
People who mean the world to you. Going through all sorts of things together. We grasp the true meaning of joy,yet we cry with each other. We help each other no matter what it takes, Being children of God, cost us something.
Maybe even everythingI was just sitting in the living room listening to the sharing going on. As the sharing went, I suddenly heard what my brother was talking about.Hearing what he had to say, made me realised that we're two that go almost crazy at the most,unearthly hours. And to realised, sometimes, i really do enjoy every minute I spend with the person whom ive know all my life.
The experience of hearing how the elder ones cope with their life, how they juggle all that they have on their hands. It's pretty amazing. Thta just showed how much they chose to rely on God.
Daddy, who taught me how to trust God, whole-heartedly.It really make me opened my ears and heart.
A bit of, Tuesday With Morrie.
Accept what you are able to do and waht you are not able to do
Accept the past as past,without denying it or discarding
Learn to forgive yourself and to forgive others.and like Brain says often, Love always wins.
Truth is, once you learn how to die, you learn how to live
Learn how to die, and you learn how to liveHow true.
all things are possible.
When the going starts to get rough,
And you feel like you've had enough,Hang on tight to your faith.
Hang on to what you believe in.
Most imptly,trust.
Trust in God,who loves you.
Who chose to lay His Life down, just for you :)
FEEL THE LOVE,
EMBRACE THE LOVE.
& then, you SHARE THE LOVE.
i know and i just know, I need him.Happy Birthday DADDY!
Many thanks to all who wished me luck and perks me up with those wonderful sms-es while the dreading exams are on going.
Thanks to Angela, Brain , kenji, jesse , leetheng , joyce ,yalai , vicky , liwei , larry , MELVIN.HO and many many others out there whom ive missed out! Great thnks to all.
oh wellies, NTU bi this sunday is ON. 904. cheers to me.
luck. i need them badly.
penned.
9/21/2005 01:12:00 AM