Friday, September 30, 2005
did i say i survived trng on mon? ha! despite having putting up with sprained ankle. and yesh. i went ahead with the bi.

oh well,it now feels like my slightly sprained foot has become a bit more than slightly sprained. ha! i should have rested it but i just couldn't resist the track and the adrenaline rushing moments.
i don't fully understand the extent of the sprain, actually. but the 'rents are not going to be happy if i have to go for expensive trips to the chinese sinseh again. and since i can mostly walk normally (save for the occasional yelp of pain) i guess i'll wait the sprain out... it'll probably just heal on its on, anyway. so what's the point of blogging about this? i guess i just felt like complaining about my ankle.
and i was asked to stop trng till it heals. ARGH.! my IVP. GRRRR!!!!!!!!! then again, i wont want to be a crippler in future.
for now, it's swim swim swim.
[//edited]
think all the stress is seriously getting to me. was hit with dizzy spells all of a sudden yesterday evening after 4 straight hours lsn. after a few hours i was ok. or at least i thought so. today, started having dry coughs, runny nose and my throat's itching like a bitch [sorry, can't be bothered to think of a nicer word]. and just a while ago, i realised i was having a fever. so the body's giving away, coupled with all the things that have been happening lately, i feel like i'm gonna have a nervous breakdown soon. the past few days have taken a turn for the better actually, a few unexpected happenings that took me by surprise. but it's just been a build-up of too many things, the emotions just kept filling up and there wasn't exactly an outlet to let them all out because there're just times when a facade is necessary.
i did enjoy myself over the weekend. i can't believe the stress has taken such a toll on me. BUT, i'll be ok. just need to get it all out and then move on. and the strong little pea's gg out for work again.
they will better appreciate the efforts.
thank you so much.
penned.
9/30/2005 11:33:00 AM