for some strange reason, whenever i get weird, disturbing, nice, fairytales dreams i always have to record them down somewhere. inevitably the blog ends up being the closest substitute to a dreamy diary thingy.
if i thought the dreams i've been having were disturbing, i was wrong. this dream takes the cake for most fairytale, most weird and involving a number of people from my family and close friends.
i can't remember everything, but basically it was like a fairytales. on a happier note, a happy ending... i shall just keep this within me. yesh, it's like cinderella story. Beautiful, ha! and i thought i wouldnt want to wake up anymore. muahha.
oh wellies, tmr is the START of the inevtiable. The start of my cts which will end only on FRIDAY! to be exact at
3.30PMlet's review,
tues - maths
wed - accountings
thurs - heat and mass
fri - reactor sys
argh! =((
Oh God, please help me thru this shit.
p.s tmr's math paper starting at 8.30am. Bless me a dozens.
for i know, everyone will be too busy wishing me luck and busy mugging their heads off. and so i shall just wish myself.
GOODLUCK, MI.chele!
[editedd//]
I'm praying to God once again.
Daddy had just called minutes ago, telling me that greatgranny is admitted to hospital AGAIN. and this time, smth's wrong with her intestines yet again. I cant bare to imagine a 102 old lady going through this. please God...
i know she is in pain tho many a times she denied when we asked her. She takes her medicine diligently. she exercises regularly at the hospital, a programme we signed up for her.
She has been a very strong woman. i believe that she will always be one. i am thankful for all the joy she brought me, especially those days spent at palau ubin was indeed one of the BESTEST childhood i ever enjoyed. She has done so much for my dad, looking after him when granny is out for work. All these 18 years of my life ive always been greatful for all she has done. But right now, i am clueless on what i should do to lessen her pain. i guess it is in the Asian culture that i do not express my love for her very openly. i do not run into her arms, kiss her on her cheek and say 'i love her'. However, i seriously want her to know that she has been and will always be loved by us. She is not alone in this whole damn thing cause we're all with her. please, give me the strength to carry on.
and for greatgranny, speedy recovery to you.
I love u, always. <3<3sssss
[editedd//]
yeah,got home from run. tho im somewhat disappointing with my timings but running with dad was the bestest time ever. =))
surprising, mom delightfully asked, (when i even step into the house)
mom: hey cy, u've got bf ah ?
(with dad staring at me!!)mi.chele: why do u ask? no la...
mom:stop lying
!!!(givin me the weird look alrdy!!!) i know u have just that u din wana say.
mi.chele : REALLYYYYYY..............
mom:cause i saw THAT wallpaper on your cell!?!?? and how do u explain that?
* apparently, my house beep went missing. yes, my dumb brother is the cause of it!!! he was the last to use it and have no idea where he last placed it. aint he dumb? and my mom happily used my cell when im out!*
mi.chele: ORH! wahahaha. that's just my friend lah!
mom: oh well, he look pretty good. and he look a lil like brandon uncle!!!
mi.chele: realllyyy?!?!?! :O!!! i must let brandon uncle know. ha!
(and she stared at my cell for quite sometime!!!!) goodness me.
and now, i guess someone must be feeling so delirious or maybe not. haha! =)) oooohh..wriggling mao.
penned.
8/01/2005 12:53:00 PM