i have been feeling rather down lately.cause so the many reports that ive to submit. and not to mention the oh-so-dead common testS that's coming uo. argh. doh! there i go again.
well, so much for being a mugger!
my weekend was FANTASTIC!! thanks to all the wonderful peeps. worthy events...my driving lesson, jesse bdae bash at SENTOSA, and for having meet Mao. ha! and yesh, we've gotten back all our tests results,but my puny brain can only take so much. i'm starting to become like dory from finding nemo. huh? what? what did i just type?
im starting to sound a lil retarded.oh look at the time NOW! excuse me pls. ha!
Went for jesse bdae celebrations just now.
met up with Mao and bus-ed down to sentosa. and it took us one roundabout to reach to
where-we-are-suppose to be! Goodness me. but thnk God. we manage to find the place! ha! Despite all, we kinda enjoy (at least for me) the ride with nice songs playing at the background...the non-stop catching ups with life and all.
to my surprise, THAT guy was on the
same bus as us. i reckon he saw me, if not he wldnt alight at the same bus station as us. true enuff. he told jesse, but perhaps he just too shy to even say 'hi'. God knows why. ha!When we reach there,the atmosphere was not
that right.(no offence there jesse) cause i dont smell chickens and stuffs there. no sight of bbq too. no familiar faces. i felt darn lost at the moment cn. and so i called kenji. and there he is reading the paper under moonlight. i wonder if he's seeing stars. ha! prolly.
Chance upon to meet his brother. WOW! they look real alike. Smart, funky fellow i must say. and if memory didnt fail me, his name is maojie. He is in NUS,dentistry. smart.smart. i'll prolly need him when i need my braces. haha!
Oh, thnks a zillion to Mao for sending me safely back to my home. ha! and then cabbed home suffering those midnight cab fare. sry dude. but i always feel good in your company. the joy of just talking perks me on...
right,have been meeting up with friends that i havent met for ages. met lots of faces that i dont wanna met as well. nice peeps as well as irriating ones. owells. it has indeed left me lots of "reflection" time where i spent sitting alone in my room,trains,buses thinking and thinking and thinking. but one things for sure i wana do now is to clearing my course and get out of singapore. not for hoilday tho, but just wana get away...
the things that singaporeans do and all..the people,my frienda,the environment, family...basically everyone. it just hit me hard on my nerves. having loads and loads of thots on my mind. Just sit me down alone and i'll prolly go intp a daze,thinking.thinking till i eithier tire out and fall asleep, or have tears well up in my eyes.at the end of the day,my thots are still deep down in my heart and soul, no one knows exactly how i feel. to round it all up,im tired tired of everything that's happening around me. The upcoming common tests which im oh-so-not-prepared is haunting me. im in deep shit. grr...
just realised that theres no link between the the 1st and 2nd section of this entry. how irrevelant. sorry it makes no sense.
my fingers are heavy now...well, till then.
"i wish to be like this everyday"wellies, thanks a dozens to jesse for the food! Kenji for some enlightments! and lastly not forgetting Mao for the company , the talks we had. well, more to come ya? i hope. and yesh yesh. more foto n outings coming our way! ha!
penned.
7/24/2005 01:05:00 AM
