TIME flies. and school start nxt week when all pri,sec,jcs are having june hoildays. when everybodies ON for Singapore SALE. and all my pathetic fellow poly mates ARE going back to SCHOOL. oh great.
oh well, i dont look forward. i WANT to njoy my hoildays. Cause ive never njoy any bit of it since ive been working...*shrugs*
this is a weird kind of tiredness.
it's like i'm so tired that all retail work and tuition today. i want to do is go to lie down and sleep, but am only keeping awake through sheer will.
and yet i'm feeling strangely awake, but in a weird and detached sort of way.
i'm confusing myself. i'm tired, but i'm not.
maybe i'll fall sick after all. sheer exhaustion. i wish.
am dying to go and sleep now. but at least i felt that i forgot about you when i woke up, even if it was only for a while.
funnily enough i was thinking this very thought, then i come back from the loo and this is what winamp churns up. interesting.
where are you and i'm so sorry
i cannot sleep i cannot dream tonight
i need somebody and always
this sick strange darkness
comes creeping on so haunting everytime
and as i stared i counted
the webs from all the spiders
catching things and eating their insides
like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of reason
will you come home and stop this pain tonight
stop this pain tonight
don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head
(i miss you, i miss you)
don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head
(i miss you, i miss you)
[blink 182: i miss you]i needa wake up early tml. needa report early for work!!! TML is the start of PROMO. i hate it!!! i hate promo. but ive got NO CHOICE.
penned.
5/26/2005 10:17:00 PM