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MICHELE CHUA

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Tuesday, May 17, 2005

something i realised for the past week : never ever expect something that you want to happen. cause when it doesnt happen, which is the case most the time, the disappointment can kill you. so if you dont expect anything, when it doesnt happen, youre not as upset and disappointed.

IT MIXES UP MY EMOTIONS.
right now, i dont know whether to feel pissed, hurt, or if i should just ignore my feelings.
HUMANS ARE TOO COMPLICATED

something very random perhaps, doubt anyone will actually understand what im talking about.

sometimes i cant understand. am i supposed to ingore and tell myself ive got to let go and move on?

doubt anyone will knows what im ranting about. ha! but it's okays. just some of my random thoughts.

am i supposed to put myself down and go into self-doubt and pity myself when im in sucha pathetic stae or smth. i guess not, i will be stupid then.it's funny sometimes, when i look back upon my life. I dont wana walk on in my life, knowing that i didnt try hard enuff.even if i failed at things i do,i'd know that i tried. Rather than not trying AT all.

i want everyday to count, and i figured that, if one day things were pointless,the day itself will then be pointless.i'd feel hurt because it's a waste day.

but many a times...im just wasting my day working. oh what the shit!

penned.

5/17/2005 09:46:00 AM