Look at the time now. it's ONLY 7plus and still im awake. this is weird. it's a hoilday,boy,im waking up so early for nthing.
Not because of the weather, coz ive alrdy on the cooling air-con.
insomnia has settle in agn i guess and this sucks completely.
gosh. but i am horribly exhausted, with no real reason as to why. perhaps it's just work.
result result RESULT. my result is out today! everyone talks about efficiency and productivity. if u fail to perform up to expectation, you will be elminatined.
how practical and cruel can this real world get.
sometimes we fail not because we do not try hard enuff. we may have try our best but due to lack of luck and prolly, we used the wrong mthd to do things, we fail.
is it fair to judge a person from his/her results? i rmb that there's a saying that goes,
"it's not the end-product that matter, it's the process" bullshit! i seriously dun see this statement in many situations proving that this saying is true.
i agree that setting targets are good. it may motivates us to excel and improve but at least we shld set realistic ones right. what's the point of spending a portion of your time planning targets that are unreachable??
"when u aim for the moon, even if you fail, you will still land on the star."ARGH! if you cannot reach the moon, you will prolly be screwed by higher authories.
"but i improved" wake up!!! that's not sufficent. "i wana see a greater improvement"
how greedy can human get.
you just gota face the reality.
well, i off to checking my results alrdy. but hopefully i will enjoy my 2 rest days. whoopeedo.
oh yeah,
blood memory is a good book.
penned.
5/04/2005 07:49:00 AM