ARGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!1111I HATE BLOGGER!!!!!!
Having just spent 1 hours slowly writing a 600 worded entry in the morning, i click on "preview". Then it gives me a freaking "blank" and the next moment when I click back, it's GONE!!!!!!!!!!!!
I try accessing back to blogger.com but i cant. it gives me "the page cannot be display". i dun understand why. can some pros out there tell/advice me what i shld do?
sickening.
what the heck. i think i shall blog anyway with the aid of the 2nd comp right now..
so peeps please appreciate all ive to say. i may not be blogging so frequent alrdy.
i went olivia hse ydt.
man, she's really getting on my nerves at times. SO MUCH so that i feel like puking blood.
goodness.
i shall not go into explict explanation of the whole.
so after that. i went back home. Sometimes i just wished that somebody will dine out with me, then fetch me home in a car.
Everytime, i walked down that paths of streets. i seem to think of it. i just dunoe why.
things havent been good. im getting weird stomachfeelings,frequent giddy spells,floating feeling nowadays. it must be the recent cutdown of diet, the improper meals of veg+fruits for dinner only. it wasn't on purpose, i just want to go Down with all fever and sorethroat.
and with all...
This moment I think I'm fine. But the next moment I feel so sad.. So sad till I wish can just forget everything and everyone and start all over again.
This moment I think I don't need anybody and that I am better left alone. But the next moment I'm desparetely seeking for help.
This moment I'm sure of what I want and I'm certain that I've found the path I want to take. But the next moment I feel so lost and I wished somebody would come and guide me.
This moment I think I am strong enough to wipe away all the tears by myself. But the next moment I wish somebody would just give me a hug, wipe away my tears and assure me that everything's fine.
This moment I don't want to share my problems with anyone. But for the next moment I wish somebody would just sit down quietly beside me and listen to my woes.
This moment I need someone. Next moment I don't need anyone.
The worst thing was I can have all this change of emotions in 1 day.
What's wrong with me?
and yst i didnt had a good night slp.
I HATE MOSQUITOES!!rah. those little sly buggers flying around? hate them. it or they. they have been happily sucking my blood since 2 plus. pfftt.
okay,
Speaking of which. ive so much to anticipate after the finals. So many 'dates', gatherings, catching ups to do.
but once off. i hope i can make it to all. i know queensway is coming my way,the jerseys. and so is the pinic.
ive not been to last year 0406 gathering. cause of work committments. and partly the Os. and ive missed out on so many chalets. so many. so many.
im sorry if i made you guys irritated with me. i cant help it, i really feel irritated with myself too. :( scold me for being sucha workacholic if that can make u feel better.
everything i did, i detest myself as much as you feel. i dont know how to phrase it. all i can say is,
sorry.
I WILL TRY TO MAKE IT UP TO U,DEARIES. this time round.
*praying hard*now,
lets observe a moment of silence for
Pope John Paul II.
a great man.
lastly to u,
SHING!!!
HAPPY HAPPY OLD BIRTHDAY!!
oops really sorry haven't gotten you your birthday present but you'll get it soon! as soon as we get around to getting something for you. =)
to all LTs and beyond. ha!haha!! :))
penned.
4/08/2005 09:22:00 PM