Thursday, February 10, 2005
I'm tryin' to love the world and the mutants livin' on it. However...
The hatred just adds on day by day.
It isn't fading, but it is just accumulating and increasing in big bulks.
I'm lost.
Everytime I recall the past, I just wanna run away from everything. I wished it never happened.
I don't understand why am I gettin' all the shit memories back. Very very vividly indeed...and very dear to my heart.
It's been a long while, but I just can't seem to erase any of those
eerie memories. But I really cannot swallow the fact that I am such an unlucky girl who had to go through all these rubbish.
I suppose it's time for me to be in a M.I.A mood, calm down, and live in my very own world. OOps!! i've always been alone anyway.
But yet I'm worried that the hatred will never subside. I guess no words can ever describe the impression I have of you. I had enough. Absolutely. I'm takin' all in my stride.
Really upset, I wish to cease the world. Perhaps that way I can take away the pain.HEAL it.
penned.
2/10/2005 08:08:00 PM