Sunday, February 27, 2005
i am quite frankly obsessed with my weight now. maybe obsessed is too strong a word to use here,haha. but i can no longer eat anything without wondering how many calories i'm consuming.
i guess it's a good thing, anyway. i'm trying to find low-calorie recipes that i can bring to school for lunch, instead of eating stuff that are probably none-too-healthy and being clueless about the amount of calories going into my body.
but on the other hand, i find myself continually tempted by all the fried stuffs and crackers around the house.
and all the gassy drinks that's leftover from chinese new year. Lucky for me, i dont really like them. Somehow they just make me wana pui la. too bloated up drinking them. oh well.
and oh yes. been reading a lot about fats.Last wk's sundaytimes had this whole chunk of it. hopefully i'll go out of my way to not eat fried stuff, especially the canteen wedges.(darn tempting) yum yum.
am sooo procrastinating and ever so unwilling to get to work since test are over now!but jap oral test and com skill's presentations are hovering ominously..and this sucks. sucks sucks.
and now for the o-level result paranoia.
I hope to get good grades tml!!! I seriously hope i'll DO WELL. please GOD. Just for once more...PLeaaassseeeeeeeee!!!!
but what the heck. I might be getting back cep results during lecture tml.
So hopefully all goodies come tommorrow for me! yeah?!?
PS: mel, i'll definately scream into
the phone ur ear tml! BE on standby! haha!! and i'll go all lalalala abt it. :))
alright.i guess i made up mind now. the decision is made.i will not go for it like the past.but this makes me sad.
but life's like that.
all i've got to do,is to accept it. i know it's hard drilling them in my often thick skull. but this seems to be the way.
i don't really have much to consider. i'll just forgo it. there's more oppurtunities. i'm sure.
"life's unfair"
"true, well, that's life"
havent u reliase why...? i guess u did and didnt bother to care much. ooh,ive lost it anyway. so it doesnt bother anymore.
go away.
i need music the soothe my soul.
penned.
2/27/2005 10:48:00 PM