Tuesday, January 11, 2005
BoohOo~~~~~~~~~!
I end my day in school with a MATH test..
How about that huh~!
but before that,
we were celebrating siti's 19th day!!
HAPPY SWEET & OLD 19th BIRTHDAY girl :)
YOU ROCK GIRL.
hope you like the present we gave you. I think she will like it so much coz it's the thoughts that counts!! yeah,people??
right..sch's gonna get hectic..many tests are coming up lately. i'll be having the darn organic chem test nxt tutorial. ohh..pls god. Save me.
dudes cheers for me,ya.
Mel sms-ed me. Got a lil update and stuffs.
oh bruther,i'm telling u, i may stay single till old!!! Coz Nobody loves me!!!
HAHAH!!! ironic.
i don't know how many times i've said (or tried to say)it to myself, but i've moved on.
after a bit of blog-hopping, i stumbled on one that i've been wanting to read for a long time. but upon reading it, it just occurred to me that it didn't really matter to me anymore.
things changed and people move on. some people remember and some people forget. there will be meetings and there will be partings. there will be a first for everything, but just because it is the first doesn't make it that much more significant. i should have realised long ago, instead of foolishly wallowing in a mixture of regret, confusion and memories.
Im glad that i got to know new people, glad that i'm slowly and surely starting to forget.
I guess one of the biggest mistakes i've made in my life was being unable to let go. live and let go. i will definitely keep those memories close to my heart, but i'm never going to live in the past anymore. change is the word but it's only gona be part and parcel of life, and i gotta learn to accept that.
i know you never really cared since a long ago, and that perhaps you even hate for some of the things i've done and said. you probably will never read this, but i hope you're happy, now that i no longer care too.
penned.
1/11/2005 03:54:00 PM