Friday, November 19, 2004
Seems like i've lost the mood to blog about those nitty gritty details of my everyday life...Btw, u dont expect me to blog abot all THOSE stuffs everyday. I am just getting tired of it all.
"I woke up,brushed my teeth with colgate,then cleanse my face with olay..." which never fails to bore me down...
This working life is becoming more of a daily routine for me. In fact it is. Then all i do after work is to bathe again and back im practising guitar....I din even has time for my newly bought books.
I think im mad abt storybooks. I love to read them just that time doesnt allow me too.
Everything happens for a reason...im taking all these in my stride because i have labelled them as part and parcel of my charactor building lessons in my life. I believe is what we go thru that make us who we are now. It's all mental and im not gona lose it.
Thinking too much about
him is
not good. I am still thinking about it
(even though i shldnt be) bleahhs...
You know me inside and out,God
You know every bone in my body
You know exactly how i was made
bit by bit, how i was scuplted from
Nothing to something...
Psalm 139:15 Msg
Oh yess...i had a weirdd dream ydt night. I dreamt about somebody meeting my parents. Oh god!! i cant believe it...even though ppl say u wun dream when u are too tired.
Let me tel you i was dread tired for these past few days. Been gg home so late. But i still have this weirdd dream. It's kinda strange though...
And he told me his sis is working at a fast food rest at cpt. Anw,i dunoe her sis.
Aunt just msged me this afternn about our shopping trip. But im afraid i dun have much time left for my hoildays...to me working is more impt. Cause i seriously need the money to study. I am still considering whether shld i stay or go? haiz....okay i
was am in a dilemma..
I have hell lots of appointments/dates this hoildays...haiz...no time ah...I have band to take care abt. I have my aunt, frens, counsee,haiz.... so so so many.....
I realised keeping myself busy is also a way of fogetting...
Lastly,.....I know who is Kok Ping's mom.It was abit late...till Irene told me abt her son was a ex-aissian...
If only good days would last to good weeks, months and years... Sigh~
penned.
11/19/2004 01:45:00 PM