Tuesday, November 09, 2004
It's almost 11pm...and here i'm blogging. No choice, i juz got back from work and stuffs liddat. Lucky, tml is my off day! Phew~
I have 2 rest days this week! tml and Sun!!! yay!
HAHAH...i'm the 'old bird' there oreadi, so kinda got used to the 'lifestyle' there. I acc,Zack and Alfred to the bank for cons two days!!! cool leh...can 'zhi snake' hahha... and back again i was posted back to english.
My 1st reaction was, SIAN! Zack again!!! More sian!
Manage to catch a talk with the manager,Hoon Sung. He is indeed 9874563211456987 times BETTER than Mabel. he is so so so much caring and more humane than her!!!
Hmm..there are quite a few new chaps. Almost all younger than me. Say like 15, 16?? so young rite? hahha...
Then...
Desmond ask me for lunch, so i went on with him. We were njoying ourself till, he ask, what time did we punch card??
oh dear!! i forgot to look at the time.
However my gut-feeling tells me that i still have time to eat slowly...i was the one that always eat so slow. (ps:my mouth small ma) hhaha
So, there we go continuing with our conversation...
and i bought Dan Brown-Deception point! Real good book.I was hook on for some time oreadi.
Tml, gg for band practice at benny's fren hse with liangz,benny,kok....
Sometimes, i really got no idea of what to blog...coz life has reach a monotonous stage for me. So boring...work,study...shop!!!
What to blog?!
My working life now? Too much to blog..too many things happen in one day.
*er-hem*??!?
Suddenly i miss you so badly. I dunoe why. Have the urge to sms you but i guess i'll have to control myself.
Really wonder how are you doing...have u eaten?
I noe i shldnt blog anymore abt *er-hem* but...(sigh~) or rather i can only dream or wish ba. Ya. Life's is so unfair sometimes.
But, i called it FATE. So, let's leave it to God. But,if it's never, i just hope that he'll smack words hard at my face.Though i know it'll hurt badly...
If you ever ask me if i'm upset,i will not deny,neither will i admit. Cause i would let you see the weak side of me.I must stay strong,be like my own self. This thing will just be part of my life and add colours to beautify it.
Will everything ever be too late?!?
It was only a matter of time
Before i got tired of your ways
I tried to make you fire
But you will onli ice
And you didnt seem to wana change
So then i looked at someone new
And he was looking back at me too
Saw that i was hurt by you
Knew just what to say
Knew just to push the pain away
You know i need a stability
And you knew you cant give it to me.
But he is indeed a real nice man. =)
Too bad....sigh~Everything is almost gone, vanish in the air.
nvm cy!!!!
I really envy some gals out there who have bf that drive them around!! It real cool and convient. I'll better get one that will drive me around too.!!!!
My sun will never irse the way it did with you
And he will never kiss me the way you do
But at least he make me feel like part of his life
At least he doesnt make me cry
I knoe i cant call him mine
THough when i call him on the phone
I never feel butterfiles
I know that i can trust
He'll always give me love
And i know mine will grow for him in time
He tells me that i'm beautiful
And i never ever heard that from him anymore
Tears flowing like rain
Though i'm still in love with you
....
penned.
11/09/2004 10:51:00 PM