Thursday, October 07, 2004
today's just another terribly BOOO~ day 4 me. Not worth to mention.
WAIT!. i think im gona blog...yea. I'm...
Whenever I see
Navy-associated stuffs,or even some navy guys that i used to see in the past...usually frm bus 27. That's d bus that
travel frm Hougang to Changi..by passing my hse! Oh man...and those soldiers' life story that i will be hearing
84168731564616 times from my cousin...
It'll remind me of him. Kinda miss those chats wif him, so much nw. Too many a times..i wanted to press the 'ok' button on my hp to sent a greeting but...hai.hai. But now im alwaes afraid. I dunoe why...i fear things somehow. However,I got all
exhilarated whenever dad brings us to changi...hoping to just pop-by.....well,then again maybe it was never meant to be.
Life is nv gonna be the same again but still..... Life goes on.
I asked God for an answer last night...right before I went to
bed and close my eyes at 5.30am!!!. Said a prayer before I enter Dreamland in
hope to meet/find him there...(i was tt dumb and some toopid creatures!!) I think I met him sometimes in my dreamz but every morning i gt out of
bed, I can't seem to recall if tt person's really him. I nv tot he wld be so *___* I cud only see a blurry
image of him. He is so near yet so far...i felt
so distant!!! Are these dreams becoming a reality?!! I hope not!-
paranoid ahx!!-
It's thru dis period tt i realise how all sorely are missed by me and nothin beats being with ur loved ones dats for sure.
Angels brought me here??? Are they echoes of the God?
Peeps, I'll be fine. I am getting so much busy as days passed. Exams up!!! All i need was just to purge my thoughts somewhere where I will be able to read it in future so that I wun be in such a pathetic state, ever again~ HewW~
Time will heal. Yes, I believe.
haix. y does this kinda stuff befall on me?!?
Angels brought me here
(SEBASTIAN frm Spore idol sang it..tis time with a SmileZ~)
It’s been a long and winding journey
But I’m finally here tonight picking up the pieces and walking back into the light
Into the sunset of your glory where my heart and future lies
There’s nothing like that feeling when I look into your eyes
My dreams came true when I found you; I found you, my miracle
If you could see what I see
That you’re the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel the tenderness i feel
You would know it would be clear, that angels brought me here
Standing here before you
Feels like I’ve been born again
Every breath is your love
Every heartbeat speaks your name
My dreams came true right here in front of you my miracle
If you could see what I see
You’re the answer to my prayer
And if you could feel the tenderness I feel
You would know it would be clear, that angels brought me here
Brought me here, to be with you
I'll be forever grateful, oohh forever thankful
My dreams came true when I found you my miracle
If you could see what I see
You’re the answer to my prayers, oh...
And if u could feel the tenderness i feel
You would know it would be clear that angels brought me here
You know i love you baby
And if you could feel the tenderness i feel
You would know it would be clear, that angels brought me here
penned.
10/07/2004 11:55:00 PM