Thursday, October 28, 2004
Not forgetting to mention i got
his sms ytd. Ya.
his.
i was rather
shock or somehow suprise. Anyways,i my eye
freeze, upon open the message. I was happily
grinning like an idoit at my hp for a sec or so. hahha! It kinda brings all back. whatever.
But i felt
absolutely great. I just cant seem to descible them in words here. I was on sucha
high feeling.
it helped,it made me smile. As i was frowning all the while from some shit. It means a great deal. YAY!
Sitting at home indeed has taught me some stuff. Like the shows on the tv. Self-helped show.. About
Depression which currently many Singaporeans are suffering from. Syptoms:
Prolonged Depression
Insomia
Mood swings
Restlessness
Am i suffering from these? Haha.. Yeah only some restlessness and being depressed lately. But i'm fine. =p. I guess just been too much.
People learnt through experiences and encounters. I learnt alot frm ytd's ytd's... incident.
I found out one cant really have what one desired/wanted so much in life and that it is so unfair. The worst part would be your loved one. The pain would be so imgainable if it was inflicted.
oh well...
I'm confused. m i still assimilating and accommodating each day? That i have to accept every encounter everytime and fearing that possibly happen to me. I guess some questions will still remained unexplained.
will it ever be answered? God shall see.
penned.
10/28/2004 11:38:00 PM