Wednesday, October 06, 2004
Been using sms service to destress myself rather than msn.
HW just msg me on Mon that he is going to Brunei this cuming fri for his 21 days march.
OoH..i am gona miss u and ur replied msges man!!! *sob*sob* glad that he says he is gona apply for auto-roaming just to stay in touch...ooh..i am so touched! hehehz...
I was scrolling all the msges in my inbox ytd till i came across his name. My index finger was on the del button...for a moment i decided not to del. I am afraid that i wun b able to c his name ever again in my inbox so much so for his msges...
Somehow...msgings, chats are getting lesser and lesser as the days progress...and i think we are now drifted further and further away as time goes...I m sad.
I noe it wun get better...But i still wun del his msg off my inbox...Ok, i m dumb,it is just nothing but a stupid way of thinking...as many may say..
But i hope i will be able to when i finally get things over and done with...and out of this mess!
for now...i just wana keep it off my mind by preoccupying myself with loads and loads of stuffs...
penned.
10/06/2004 04:33:00 PM