Friday, September 17, 2004
juz received a
long distance call frm dad. He sounded so happy! Well,
he msg me in the morning n i juz
cudnt read the msg coz sumthing is
wrong with my hp. Fish...
Glad that he is njoying now...n hopefully he comes hm with
bags n bags of things for us...LOLX! like santa claus.
I juz gt back frm ps...took a bus hm by-pass bishan, saw tis
accident...Everybody in the bus was so eager to c wat happen lo... n thye made loud 'Tsk,Tsk!!' sound...so annoying...
Havent they c an accident b4? i wonder. I juz say a
prayer as the bus passes tt accident area...all i hope was for the driver to be
safe n be reunited wif his/her family..
Someone says i look those serious
serious kinda gal...HmmM.. m i? It depends la...
When it's
time to get serious beta be serious lo...
Sometimes, i may look crappy, cheeky, happy..alwaes laugh laugh...but inside me there are so so so mani
unsaid sorrow...coz i dun wan the people around me to
feel sad oso...i wan them to be happy...
Life is so short , juz like a game. If saddness is to fill ur life i think i will
quit. So muz be happy... dun let certain things in life affect u so
deeply...
I juz noe something...i noe that wateva i do, say will go to
waste nw...but i once
tried. I once given up hope.
i think is realli realli the
time now... The time to reali reali think
hard. Is tt wat i realli want?
I noe is hard...but i gota
challenge myself..coz i knew i cn forget if i try
REAL HARD.
I tot it's gona b
but i was
dreaming away all my life
Was it ever ever meant to b?
I have been
wondering...wat r the things i had been blogging on/abt? it juz seem tt im putting my
thoughts, complains and hardly any happy moments of my life. Is tt wat my dairy
is abt? so haf i been unloading all those unwanted things
off my mind? I DUN THINK SO. I reali wana return back to the old me when i havent seen
someone...fish la.
I haf tried to 'vomit' them out...if only i cn.
I need to
clean/wash my mind now..perhaps with Detol. I needa get
something off my sickening mind...
y izzit so
'cold' tonite? heck la~ i dun wana bother oso...
penned.
9/17/2004 10:59:00 PM