Monday, September 27, 2004
I am really pissed off with myself these days...i felt hopeless, useless...ahhhhh!!!! stupid dumb dumb me...
but,
I have completed my Sem project's Speech. Yay!!!
Went Compass pt to buy a skirt with mum in the morning before going to school. It was kinda expensive..i cant imagine i will have to buy those clothings in future.
And mom bought mooncakes for the sick of buying because tomorrow is Lantern Festival and we dont even have one at home. Tts so pathetic right? And what, dad bought it oso!!! OMG! but i will prefer to eat Lavender's than Baganwan's...
As usual material sci lec todae was jejune. it sux totally.
Tomorrow will be 'OUR BIG DAY'...and i fear that i will screwed up...
of nervousness?
or shyness?
hahha...perhaps the initial..tts why i even prepare a speech...
Tomorrow marks the first day that i will be doing a presentation in formal wear....feeling nervous even when i am blogging now...dont know how it will turn out tom. ahhhh..Hope i wun screw it all up.
God please.
I saw Heck Teck today. OoPS..poor him, he is injuried with walking sticks!!! Really pity him...no one cares for him...but ya, blame him for all the things he has/had done.
It was really dead tired working with him at popular. It was darn sucky...and he gt 'fired' from the manager...I feel sad for him.
I dont know why..j says that whenever she looks at me she will laugh..do i really have that 'funny' look??!! I always bring laughters to my friends but i always keep the saddness in me; not expressing them-perhaps i only regurgitate them here.
It really hurts to see that. Well..nvm.
AwWw...I got an replied msg from him. I thought i will never ever receive any. Hai.Hai.X.
penned.
9/27/2004 07:29:00 PM