Wednesday, September 15, 2004
Haiz. y has life gota be liddat?
it's like hearing more
regrets, complains, angers, saddness..rather than happy moments.
My mom's mom seriously
so sick now. She
needs us. Yeah,...she is so 'weak' lately...
Bless her pls,God! Is definately a
hard time for her now...her
uneven heartbeat, her
urination...OMG! She is resting at hm now..with electricity acc her...coz they gota measure her heartbeat every now n then...Mom heard tis almost wana
break-down...
Hai.
Another sad thing,
My uncle went to my Jiu-ma hse yesterdae..toking abt
gf thingy. Ya, i do agree in his way of
unscrewing his sorrow, saddness, regretfullness...n i hope
i can too! I heard tt he almost broke into
tears while 'vomitting' dose 'things' out...It do makes u feel
ALOT better...
Dont worry...she isnt worth ur love la...
forget abt her..There's so mani
nice lou han out there...
It
hurts so much to c an alwaes
cheery, happy, crappy, lame, sporty uncle of mine
so sad n devastated...
Ya, i do agree with u too..tt it's heart-brokening to c the one u love nt liking u...
Tt sums up -->
FATE!
Dont be sad..muz be like me...alwaes so happy...giggling like a
siao ding dong, no matter wat happens..erm, izzit ar?hahahX!
I m sure u can! A sportsman like u muz haf gt alot of inspirations n
strength to
move ahead...
Mentioning abt my
jiu-ma(s)... i haf 2. LOLX! one frm my
dad's side, the other one frm my
mom's side...c im so
POPULAR among them all...
Well,
mom's side...tis jiu-ma of my
look after me
since young..coz both my parents gota go for work ma...till Kindergarten i was
left alone to be independent at my grandma hse... Dad n his independence la..hai. Well, it's a gd thing la...
Dad's side...tis jiu-ma din look after me...but she treats me like her
daughter coz she doesnt haf any children..she used to buy me alot of
nice clothings when im still a small kid, but nt now la..HEHheZ! ya,
she is the one who bought the BONIA purse for me.
n my mom was saying tt nxt time i will haf
3 moms to look after...hai.
Yyyyy? y does love make things
so complicated? y? why does it
hurts so mani ppl so much? y? y izzit
so painful to even like someone? y? there are so many y(s) i will like to ask. But
nobody cn ans me...Hai.
Well, nvm...take a deep breathe...
Breathe in, breathe out n look forward!!!
Uncle don b sad kaes? looking forward to see-ing back an original uncle tis sat kaes?
Take CareZ!
penned.
9/15/2004 07:57:00 PM