Tuesday, September 21, 2004
Did i realli looked so stress-out todae? SomebodieS say i looked so stress n tired arh...I have been feeling soo tired recently i dunoe wat's the reason. No matter how mani hrs i slp...it aint enuff..n tt sux!
Was it accumulation frm the previous wks?
n im still blogging at this hr...aiyah, juz let me voice-out la~ cn?
Ppl were toking..njoyin myself...laughing...meanwhile i was having flashbacks of the happy moments...those were the daes man...however,i juz dun feel like toking..
during mat lec, i was full of complete fake 'hyperness' together wif sh...
yea.i was juz trying to fight my monday blues away..cn?
Something been burning me since last weeks, what EXACTLY are my priorties in life?
was it my friends?
was it *er-hem*?
was it my studies?
Till i was struck by a click,tt i have not been putting HIM up top my list! It was God. It was him who have given me priorties like family, relatives, lovable cousins i adore,great friends tt i had, that special someone...all these were given to us by God...n he has the power to take them all away frm me...
but really yea.. im starting to make sense of things...while it help me let off steam/heat n frustration, its glad to realise tt everything is nicely in place nw for a reason, yea?
Though 'it' cant be,...even if everything were to be taken away, the grace of God is sufficient..he will never put us in situation tougher than we can handle it...yea,cy?
Perhaps this post will serve/creates as a reminder for me...for me to always rem hard...
'i can see you are making the effort,the effort to throw it off ur bloody sickening mind,but you said you will throw it away,but u din. Its your own mess tt you created and you can only throw it away yourself!!!
When there's no one there for me...i know God will always be there for me...With God everything is possible.
i had juz added a new song onto my blog...it's a v.meaningful song.
'
I cant fight this feeling anymore'
It doesnt repeat itself. If you wish to listen it once more..sry to trouble u guys, by simply clicking on the 'refresh' button n there goes the song...
...
I cant fight this feeling any longer
yet im still afraid to let it flows
what starts it out as friendship has grown strongerrrr
i only wish i had the strength to let it show
i tell myself that i cant hold on forever
i say there's no reason for my fear
coz i feel so secure when we are together
You give my life direction and make things so clear...
It's clear now. Im contented for... Im smiling.. :) *winkz*
penned.
9/21/2004 01:20:00 AM