HEll.. sumting
went cock wif d server..my entry was
deleted... Well done man~
Nw i gota
re-blog AGAIN.. so sian..
Yea, went 'huntin' for tt hp..
Went
TM's hub shop...Dey haf
NO more
STOCK for
V878 CHAMPAGE color!!! wth...my long waited hp went
doom down d drains ...I was
still hoping..at PS n OUB..
Requested them 2 check for me..Ya,
-ve ans -->NO STOCK! i was
so depressed!!
I WANA CRY, CRY MY HEART OUT...!!! ;'(
Dad tel me to grab d
Pearl White 1...But i din like it...Ya, Shaun n wm,
nokia 7610 is nice..but im looking 4 flip hp nw...Im sry..i was
too sad to even ans u(shaun) juz nw...i
din wana tok more.
Sry! Dad was
mad at me for being
so fuzzy...Ya, i agree im fuzzy...but do u get my
pt of view?
D hp gona stay wif me for min 2yrs...n if i dun like d fone i can
4get abt all calls,msgings coz i wun wana use it...to me, it is my
'bf' lo...it has becum
part of me n my life..i
cant live without u...
Ya, i rem..
__ told me to tel __ once i gt my hp! Yup,
I DID~!
Im afraid tt i
will disturb HIM for d reason he is
doin his duty...wad if his
officer saw it...i will be damn
guitly man! But still i went ahead..wif my prayers.. n YESH! he
REPLIED!!!
Went ard lookin for hub dealer shops..i walk
super fast..leaving dad n bro right at d back.. i felt bad,evil n lost too! *all qns cuming pouring out of my mind... I was so
gan kiong tt i din even wait for
GREEN MAN 2 X d road...was
even msging him.. thank goddness...-->
no CARS... --> so i was tt
CRAZY over the fone n so was HIS msg!!!
Hai. i juz felt
god wasnt on my side...he din wan me to haf tt...But i wasnt
giving up hope! i wana survive on.
Still i cudnt find..went
Compass pt's hub shop hopin tt dey haf...n so
jiao dey
dun haf it at neither Starhub or even singtel...
wtf. i was Damn
unlucki...I wanted to scream...i wanted to yell it out!!! y? Y?
i wanted to tell u...(yesh,i did)
Felt so
devastated...
All my
dad cud do was to
cheer me up...n
so did someone. Thankz for all!
I felt..i
wasnt FATED to get d hp...like i juz
wasnt FATED to c HIM. :( well, shldnt tink of d latter. Causes too
many memories...
Well, It's
almost 9pm..n i
havent eat...wasnt in a mood to eat..i still wana go on searching
...searchin for u my little one... lucki mum
wasnt dere to nag at hm...she will probably sae tt i dunoe how to tc of myself...but all i want is u...ish U!
My 'bf'...LolX...
Went
M1 2 ask..oh yesh! dey haf d last set..BUT, my
intuition was telling me nt to buy..n i trust,yesh me,myself..
Dad drove us back hm...i realli cant stand tt
lin junjie..bro been playing
his cd tt in car..hew~ lucki i brought along my
MP3...i
dun realli like cheena songs..onli like
Jay Zhou songs...HAHAz..
Here, im back hm..i
flip thru the papers calling up all dealer shop! Was on d
verge on givin up till i heard a
'HELLO?' voice..haha!! it's d
man! it's gona be him...i
thank him... YEsh! He has
2 set of d hp...I was
overwhelm when i heard tt... I was!!!!... :) :) :)
i told DAD, Mum, bro...n nt forgetting
HIM!! I was juz
OVERJOY!!! My prayers was anwered!! Perhaps
God knew all..he's juz fooling me...
Hai. so im getting them tml!!! finally..Once n for all... :)
OooO...i
thankz HIM for his msges...tt kept me
acc 2dae!! ya, at least 2dae...!! HEw~ I knew..it
wun continue as it is nw...
Somehow things gona end at a pt...-->but i dunoe when...n i
dun WANA noe it either...(
H.O.P.E.F.U.L.L.Y it doesnt end!!!)
I juz Hope, Wish n Pray...
For all i thankz U once more...n hope u had a
smooth sailing duty juz nw..Know tt u r in ur
dreamland nw...but i hope u haf
swt dream...
I was Sry for flooding u too much! TC! n njoy ur day-off tml...
penned.
8/30/2004 11:15:00 PM